Destination in December. Its my motivation now to carry on with the never - ending revision. Intense studying starting this week for me and I am scared because I now see how much I have to catch up with. Its illogical, but I felt tired by Tuesday. Like real tired. It takes a lot to be prepared for weekly tests, to finish all history outlines, to make sure that I am not lagging too far behind ( its just impossible to keep to the study plan) and I am not confident of sustaining this momentum. As it is, I am already mentally drained and it is only my fifth day of studying. Judging on how I have been screwing out my sleeping cycle these past few days just to do the minimum work, I am very certain that I will be in a terrible state after four months. Not that I am going to reorganise my lifestyle now at the expense of my revision time, I just feel that I will need a lot of stamina to endure this period and it will be shameful if I cant persevere.