okay. i'm suppose to be in church now.. but NO! decided to be lazy. haha. how sinful that is. and instead of using my time wisely, like studying for the history test tmr, i'm here reading blogs! oh gosh. someone just kill me. i'm getting my priorities all wrong ya. anyway, yes, i have been reading the girls' blogs. and seriously, its soooooo damn annoying cause we're all missing one another! and we're all dying for a gathering, just that we're all so busy! wat nonsense la.

alright, i'm saying this again, cause i really miss my kuek. her blog entry ah. stabs. just makes me wanna cry! i'm soo used to having her with me. like for the past eight years? and now she's not even in spore. ahhh. i miss your nagging kuek, and not forgetting your whining. HAHA! i'm pretty sure everyone does.

and i'm still not used to going home without josceline! so much for staying just two blocks away, and going home together. ahh. and although the emailing is still going strong, i still wanna see you! like face to face, so i can laugh at your stupid actions or something. HAHA.

peiying would know how much i miss her. i nearly went crazy that day when i bummed into her at ps. ahh.

and marilyn and cheryl. i miss those two! choir is SOOOOO different without them la. i miss having to buy breakfast for marilyn every saturday. and cheryl's constant bitching about.. everyone. HAHA! and ya. and all those times we spent in hawaii. lesbianing around in room 310. OOOOH! damn fun alrite. we still haven gone for panty-shopping ya.

okay. for short. i really miss ij. i miss being able to change in class for pe. going to the toilet to change is a total waste of time and energy. ahh. and ij's pe is THE BEST. shit man. i should have appreciated those days. and i just miss hanging out with girls! like GIRLS! yeahh. its just so different. okay. i just realised that its only april. and thats a long way more to july. stabs.

come to think of it. i've got so much good memories in ij! i've met so many wonderful people! starting of with the best two years of my life in 1/7 and 2/7. then moving on to 3/8, i had partner with me. okay, i have to admit it, i miss her. despite the conflict. then 4/8. it was a hectic year indeed, and actually, the o level period was the best? HAHA. all the late night studying with celeste. the chanting of quotation with celeste at mos. the milkshake! the chiong-ing sessions with 4/9 people at bishan library. and even the preparation for grad night, and grad night itself! okayokay. i have to stop thinking so much about the ij times. i'm never gonna move on like that. HAHA!

but no. at the end of everything, i feel so fortunate to have so many wonderful friends! friends i love, and friends who love me!

what a wordy entry! but its okay. i'm sure the next one wont be. HAHA.